Chapter 111.2: It's His Fault
That day, before work ended, Chu Qianmiao was walking
downstairs when she happened to run into Du Xiaofeng. He was holding an antique
jar and waved it at her. "President Chu, I have a jar of fine wine here,
twenty years old. Would you like to try it together?" he said. "You
should also call your assistant, your colleagues, Tang Jie, and Wang Jun.
Otherwise, it wouldn't be appropriate for us to drink alone."
Chu Qianmiao smiled.
What a frank and forthright elder brother.
Twenty-year-old wine, worth a try.
She invited Hou Lin, Lu Zhong'er, and Wang Sian, as well as
Tang Jie and Wang Jun.
After arriving at the restaurant and the dishes were served,
Du Xiaofeng opened the jar of wine. The rich aroma of wine immediately filled
the room.
Everyone, enjoying the twenty-year-old wine, felt that this
evening's meal was truly worthwhile.
After two glasses of wine, Du Xiaofeng said generously,
"Well, I wasn't actually just passing by your CEO Chu today. I was
specifically waiting there to get some information about her previous
investment. You guys did a fantastic job helping me resolve it, preventing a
rift between me and Lao Liu. So, I brought this jar of fine wine I've stored
for twenty years, just to express my gratitude."
As he drank and expressed his gratitude, his whole body
exuded a carefree energy.
Chu Qianmiao smiled and quickly said, "Mr. Du, you're
too polite. Resolving investment flaws is our agency's job. We're gathered here
tonight simply to enjoy fine wine. Please don't make this a thank-you meal;
that would be cliché."
Du Xiaofeng laughed heartily. "I just love listening to
Ms. Chu talk. It's a good idea. It's settled. If you don't want to make this
meal worthwhile, we'll just drink."
Du Xiaofeng was forthright and generous, and Chu Qianmiao
was unpretentious. Over a glass of twenty-year-old fine wine, the two of them
became close friends, enjoying a lively conversation.
While she and Du Xiaofeng were chatting, Lu Zhonger's phone
rang.
Lu Zhonger answered the video call Qin Qianyu had sent him.
After the call connected, Qin Qianyu, with a mixture of joy
and sorrow, told Lu Zhonger, "Old Lu, look, we're having hot pot
again!"
He switched the camera, allowing Lu Zhonger to see not only
the hot pot but also the Maotai on the table.
The camera cut back to Qin Qianyu's resigned expression.
"Six bottles and up again!"
Lu Zhonger looked as if he'd escaped death. "Luckily,
Wang Sian and I are with Qian Miao."
After a pause, he asked Qin Qianyu in a trembling voice,
"This hot pot, this Moutai, this combination that's about to make me vomit
tonight, wasn't it another suggestion from President Ren?"
"Yeah," Qin Qianyu nodded bitterly, leaning closer
to the screen and whispering, "I feel like our leader is always...
When he was happy, he'd serve a hot pot and Maotai set meal.
But when he was unhappy, he wouldn't say why; he wouldn't even admit it.
"Alas," he sighed. "Forget it. For our leader, I'm willing to
throw up my guts, just to make him happy."
Lu Zhonger reassured him, saying, "Boss Qin, you'll get used to it."
Qin Qianyu saw him drinking and eating through the screen
and asked, "Are you guys having dinner too? How many people are there?
What's for dinner? Where's Qian Miao? Quick, cut, show me Qian Miao. I miss her
so much."
Lu Zhonger switched the camera, focusing on Chu Qianmiao.
A figure approached Qin Qianyu, and he quickly called out,
"Boss Ren," about to turn off the video.
Ren Yan said, "Don't move." After a pause, he
casually said, "That's perfect. I want to see how Chu Qianmiao is doing on
the project and whether she can handle it on her own." "
Even on the other side, Hou Lin, sitting next to Chu
Qianmiao, had grown bolder after drinking.
The more she looked at Du Xiaofeng through her drunken eyes,
the more she found him truly charming. So, she blurted out the question that
had been lingering in her mind, "Mr. Du, you're such a charming, walking
hormone, why aren't you married?"
Chu Qianmiao turned and patted her.
Du Xiaofeng smiled proudly, "It's okay. Ask any
questions you have. I'm not afraid of them." He looked at Hou Lin and
answered, "I'm not getting married because I haven't met someone I'd be
willing to marry." "
Hou Lin, under the influence of alcohol, asked again,
"Are you the legendary non-marriageist? Oh, what a shame!"
Du Xiaofeng frowned and asked, "Why is non-marriage a
shame?"
Hou Lin flinched at his frown. Unable to answer, she turned
to Chu Qianmiao for help.
Chu Qianmiao smiled at her like an older sister and said,
"There's nothing to be ashamed of being non-marriageist. Regardless of
gender, if you have the ability to live a good life, without burdening others
or letting others become a burden, that's the ideal state of life. In fact,
marriage or not is just a formality. Substantial things like love and
responsibility are far more important than the formality of a marriage
certificate. "
She lifted her glass and took a sip, moistening her throat.
The aroma of alcohol rose, and her eyes brightened as if washed, a rosy blush
coating her cheeks. Unaware that someone was watching her radiant eyes and rosy
face through their phone, she felt a wave of emotion.
Under the influence of alcohol, she sighed, "Come to
think of it, over the years, I've seen and heard of many marriages that were
initially as strong as gold, only to fall apart and become incredibly ugly.
Those who fell apart also became ugly and twisted because of such a
relationship, no longer resembling themselves. It's quite terrifying." She
smiled faintly at Hou Lin, a smile that had a certain otherworldliness,
reminiscent of someone from the past. It was just that no one could immediately
guess who that person was.
"After seeing so many marriages like that, you start to
take marriage lightly. "Chu Qianmiao said.
Du Xiaofeng raised his glass and clinked it with hers.
"Ms. Chu, what you said hits the nail on the head. Come on, have a
drink."
Hou Lin pressed on, asking Du Xiaofeng, "But Mr. Du, if
you own such a large business and don't get married, you won't have any
children to inherit your wealth. Who will pass on your vast fortune?"
Du Xiaofeng tutted and shook his head. "You're so much
younger than me, yet your thinking is eight times more corrupt than mine."
Du Xiaofeng glanced at Chu Qianmiao and said, "I'd like
to hear Ms. Chu's answer to this question."
Chu Qianmiao took the question confidently. "It's
simple. I strive for myself, not for anyone else. I don't strive to leave what
I've achieved for others to inherit, but to realize my own value. If I never
want to get married and have children, I'll donate everything I've achieved
before I die to help those in need. If that helps, then that's another process
of realizing value. I think I'll be eligible to go straight to heaven
someday."
Du Xiaofeng stared at Chu Qianmiao with sparkling eyes,
shaking his head and sighing, "Every word you said hits home. It's so
satisfying."
Hou Lin, beside her, gave Chu Qianmiao a twinkle in the eye.
"Wow, Boss, you're so handsome! I think I love you even more."
She asked Chu Qianmiao, "Boss, if you have a boyfriend
in the future and he tells you to stop working and stay home to do housework
and take care of the children, and he'll support you, would you agree?"
Chu Qianmiao raised an eyebrow. "Your boyfriend said
that," Hou Lin confirmed. "If you want to work, he's stifling your
independence. But if you don't want to work and prefer to be supported by him,
then both of you are happy. Everyone has their own aspirations."
Hou Lin asked, "Boss, what if it were you?"
"I," Chu Qianmiao said without hesitation.
"Of course I'd work. I wouldn't rely on anyone else for support."
"Not even your closest lover."
"Of course." Chu Qianmiao was in a particularly
good mood tonight, having been soothed by the twenty-year-old wine. She
patiently answered Hou Lin's questions one by one, "If you believe me,
then you shouldn't go home and let your boyfriend support you. You still have
to rely on yourself. Even the most in love couples will quarrel, fight, betray,
and even break up. But your own abilities, your own career, your own
achievements, these will never betray you." "
On the other end of the video, Qin Qianyu couldn't help but
sigh, "Oh my god, how come Qian Miao's thinking is so independent and
avant-garde? Doesn't she trust men anymore? Has she been through some kind of
trauma?"
Beside him, Ren Yan watched and listened expressionlessly
throughout, even seeming a bit nonchalant. No one could tell his true emotions.
But his hands, resting on his knees under the table, were clenched into fists.
After dinner, Chu Qianmiao called Ren Yan, but the call went
unanswered.
When she finished washing up and was getting ready for bed,
she received a call back from Ren Yan.
His voice sounded a little hoarse, the kind that comes from
alcohol.
In his hoarse voice, he suddenly asked, "Qian Miao, if
I asked you to marry me, would you agree?"
Chu Qianmiao was stunned.
After a moment, she asked Ren Yan, "Senior, have you
been drinking? Why are you suddenly talking about this? This is so unlike
you." "
Ren Yan didn't answer her question. He continued in a low,
husky voice, "Are you so independent because you can't completely trust
me?"
Chu Qianmiao was silent for a moment. She didn't want to
give Ren Yan a perfunctory answer, so she decided to answer honestly.
"Senior, do you remember what you said to me when you
rejected me? I actually think it makes a lot of sense."
"Tell me, when I was struggling in the middle of the
night between wanting to eat a piece of cake and not wanting to, did I
ultimately choose to eat it? When I woke up in the morning and the alarm went
off, did I lie to myself that I'd be up in five minutes, but by the time I
finally got up, fifteen minutes had already passed?"
"You said we all make excuses for ourselves. Without
excuses, we're all responsible for ourselves, but without excuses, we're also
deceiving ourselves. "
"Senior," Chu Qianmiao said, her voice hoarse for
some reason. "I still can't resist the midnight craving for cake. I'll
still turn off the alarm and tell myself I'll be in bed in five minutes, but
it's already fifteen minutes later when I finally get up."
"I guess I'm still a self-deceitful person. I sometimes
even deceive myself. I don't trust myself completely. If I told you right now
that I trust you completely, would you believe me?"
She looked up at the stars outside the window, twinkling
like eyes.
"Senior, isn't it great for us to be in a relationship
like this, maintaining our independence? I thought that was what you
wanted."
On the other end of the line, Ren Yan was silent for a long
moment. When he spoke again, he said, "Yeah, it's okay. Qianmiao, go to
bed early. Good night." "
After hanging up, Ren Yan tossed his phone onto the bed. He
sat down on the edge of the bed, bent over, and covered his face with his
hands.
At that moment, his heart ached. He had never felt so
miserable before.
It turned out that all the words he had said were etched
into her very bones. It turned out that he had used those words as a reason to
reject her, and it had caused her so much pain. The wound was invisible, and
she might not even be aware of it. But the wound remained deep in her heart,
and she would never trust or trust anything easily again.
It was his fault, it was his fault.
The author has something to say to Ren
Yan: You keep clamoring to torture me, and now you're torturing me. qaq

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