Chapter 66: The Real Me
Chu Qianmiao held up her phone, in
disbelief yet compelled to believe. Tan Shen should be right in front of her
hotel.
At that moment, she almost didn't
dare to analyze the composition of her emotions. During the fulfilling yet
lonely due diligence process, he suddenly appeared. She was a little surprised,
a little touched, a little delighted, and a little scared.
Did he come all this way just for
her? If so, the psychological burden would weigh heavily on her. Since she
didn't think she still loved him, then his excessive affection for her and his
willingness to do so much for her would make her feel overwhelmed.
Luckily, Tan Shen quickly told her,
"Please wait a moment. I'll check in at the lobby first. Ah Miao, you're
so lucky! I'm in Shanghai on a business trip for a week. Teacher Ah Shen can
give you one-on-one, in-depth instruction for the next seven days. You should
cherish this opportunity to spend time with Teacher Ah Shen."
Before hanging up, she vaguely
heard Tan Shen say something. Something like, "Where's your ID?"
"Hello, two business rooms. I'll take the tenth floor, closer to
1002." "Ask him for the other room."
He obviously didn't press the end
button after the call; he was waiting for her to do so. This was something she
had complained about him about many times when they were dating. Why did he
always hang up when he had said enough, regardless of whether the other person
had finished speaking or not? Could you please show some respect to your
girlfriend and let her hang up first?
But he never remembered.
Now he did. Chu Qianmiao sighed
silently and pressed the end button.
A few minutes later, someone
knocked on her door. Two quick knocks, each one a rhythmic one, conveyed the
knocker's joy.
Chu Qianmiao opened the door and
saw Tan Shen standing outside. He was dressed in a well-tailored business suit,
his face radiant, his eyes gleaming with a burning intensity. He smiled at her
and called her "Qian Miao."
Chu Qianmiao looked at the boy
before her. No, no longer a boy, he was actually a man. She felt like they had
only been apart for a while, but he seemed to have changed. He seemed more
mature and steady than the last time they met.
"Teacher A Shen took the
initiative to come to your house for one-on-one instruction, and you didn't
even say thank you and invite him in?" Tan Shen asked with a devilish
smile, raising a hand to rest on the side doorframe.
Chu Qianmiao gave him a fake kick
and, "Shao Pin," ushered him into the room.
She spread out a pen and paper in
front of Tan Shen and asked him to explain the problem.
Tan Shen sat down in a chair and
wrote quickly for a while, then explained the problem to Chu Qianmiao,
following a few steps.
Chu Qianmiao stared at the paper,
pondering intently. A strand of her long hair slid from her back, over her
shoulders, and onto her chest. She casually brushed it back, oblivious to the
fact that Tan Shen was watching her intently, his eyes slightly dazed, his face
beaming.
After a while of close-up
instruction from a real person, Chu Qianmiao finally grasped the problem.
She put down her solution sheet and
looked up to see Tan Shen smiling at her. That smile frightened her.
It was too gentle, too peaceful.
She quickly spoke harshly,
shattering the peaceful feeling she couldn't yet bear. "What are you
laughing at?" she asked, her voice harsh and stern.
Tan Shen, still smiling, said to
her, "I'm smiling. Why am I giving this ungrateful idiot a lecture? It's
late at night, and she doesn't even ask if I've eaten."
Chu Qianmiao: "..."
"Have you eaten yet?"
"Of course not." Tan Shen
stood up from his chair. "Let's go."
Chu Qianmiao: "What are you
doing? Where are you going? What are you doing? Just go!"
Tan Shen: "You have to treat
me to dinner."
Chu Qianmiao: "..."
Okay, after all, she chose someone
to give her a lecture.
They went downstairs, left the
hotel, and walked down the street. A few steps later, they came upon a barbecue
restaurant.
The barbecue restaurant was
booming. Even after 8 p.m., it was still packed. They even had to get a number
to queue for a table.
Next to them in line were two
elderly people and a child around five or six years old. The child was
incredibly aggressive, never stopping for a moment. Not only did he bother his
grandparents, he even poked Chu Qianmiao's leg with a bamboo skewer he'd found
somewhere.
Tan Shen swapped seats with Chu
Qianmiao, sitting next to the child and saying, "Little boy, my pants are
very expensive. If you dare to poke them, your grandparents will have to pay me
tens of thousands of yuan."
The child remained unmoved and
continued to poke, but was dragged aside by his grandparents. As they dragged
the child along, they said in a drawling voice, "Baby, come here! Your pants are very expensive. We can't afford to poke them! you so proud!"
Chu Qianmiao told Tan Shen not to
bother with the three of them.
They lined up first and, as they
stood up to head to the table, the child's temper flared up, making a fuss and
insisting he sit down first.
Tan Shen pulled Chu Qianmiao aside,
ignoring the child and heading straight to the table.
After ordering meat, dishes, and
drinks, and lighting the charcoal fire, Tan Shen took off his suit jacket,
unbuttoned his shirt sleeves, and rolled up his sleeves, grilling the meat
himself, not letting Chu Qianmiao reach out.
Chu Qianmiao looked at Tan Shen and
felt that he had truly changed; he used to be waited on.
Tan Shen scooped the first,
slightly burnt piece of meat into his own bowl and placed the second, now
better grilled with experience, on Chu Qianmiao's plate.
"Enjoy! Master Shen's first
roast is for you," Tan Shen said with a bright smile.
Chu Qianmiao ate the meat and
chatted with him, asking what brought him here on his business trip.
Tan Shen said, "Yingji Capital
has a potential large project client here, and I'm here to win her over. Li
Tang is here too. She and I are competitors, and both our departments want to
win this client." After a pause, he said, "Li Tang is staying in the
same hotel as us."
Chu Qianmiao said, "Oh."
Tan Shen placed another piece of meat on her plate, saying, "She has
acquaintances at Litong. She heard Ren Yan was working on this project in
Shanghai, so she came here this time. I think she's more interested in Ren Yan
than trying to steal the client from me."
"Oh," Chu Qianmiao
listened calmly, picking up the meat and devouring it.
While grilling the meat, Tan Shen
told her interesting stories from within Eagle Capital, recounting the people
and experiences he encountered while working on the project.
Chu Qianmiao felt that the Tan Shen
before her was indeed different from the Tan Shen she knew before. He seemed to
be constantly changing lately, sometimes chatty, sometimes childish, sometimes
arrogant, sometimes unreasonable, and sometimes a steady business elite. It was
so dazzling that she couldn't tell which side of him was the real him.
Chu Qianmiao paused in the middle
of the project anecdote and said, "Shen, I've noticed you haven't been as
talkative lately." When he talked about the project, he spoke briefly and
concisely.
Tan Shen put down the tongs he was
using to flip the barbecue slices, sat upright, and said solemnly to Chu
Qianmiao, "Qianmiao, I want to tell you something."
His voice was so serious that Chu
Qianmiao couldn't help but put down her chopsticks.
"The truth is, I'm not a
chatterbox at all. Never have been. Not when I was in school, not after I went
abroad, and certainly not when we met again. I was just being chatty on purpose
in front of you."
Chu Qianmiao was shocked.
"When we first started dating
in college, I don't know why, but I always felt like you were absent-minded.
You seemed to be constantly distracted and not listening to me. I had to keep
talking nonstop to get your attention. Sometimes I had to act unreasonable,
silly, and childish to distract you and get you to pay attention. As a result,
I gradually became the person you disliked in front of you: chatty, willful,
and immature."
Chu Qianmiao's heart skipped a
beat.
She started dating Tan Shen shortly
after Ren Yan rejected her and left for abroad. Without Tan Shen's explanation,
she might still be refusing to face the fact that she once loved Ren Yan even
more than she loved F4. The blow from Ren Yan's rejection was more severe than
she realized. She'd hidden a wound, and it had made her somewhat absent-minded.
She felt somewhat sorry for Tan
Shen at the time. But after a month of being together, she truly let go of Ren
Yan and devotedly spent time with him. But by then, their relationship had
already been strained.
"And you know why I broke up
with you before I left? It was because I sensed you weren't that into me. Since
that's the case, I figured we should just break up calmly, without acting like
one person couldn't let go. That way, we can still be friends." Tan Shen
looked at Chu Qianmiao, smiled at her, and continued.
"I've had several girlfriends
since I went abroad. I did it on purpose. I just wanted to know if it would
work out if you weren't my girlfriend." Tan Shen raised his head and
smoothed his hair back from front to back. He looked very handsome, but he gave
himself a wry smile. "But it doesn't seem to work."
Chu Qianmiao sat there with her
back straight. Her body was motionless, but her heart was trembling.
It seemed like she had only just
met someone truly named Tan Shen.
Tan Shen gave her one last, bright
smile, and said, "Don't feel burdened by me treating you this way now. I
have so many dark pasts abroad, and I seem to be someone who gets excited for a
short time. I know this makes you feel insecure, but it doesn't matter.
Pursuing you is my own business, so don't worry too much. Just wait and see how
I perform in the future and see if I'm worthy of your acceptance. Now, let's
eat some meat."
Chu Qianmiao thought as she ate her
meat. It's over. His words had quite touched her.
After dinner, Tan Shen went to the
front counter to pay.
Chu Qianmiao followed him to the
counter. As Tan Shen finished swiping his card and signing, she felt a sudden
sharp pain in her leg. She gasped softly and looked down. It was the same child
who had been waiting for a table earlier, poking her with a skewer. The tip of
the skewer pierced her flesh through her leggings.
Tan Shen turned around, his face
darkening. The child tried to poke her a second time, mumbling, "I told
you guys to eat first."
Tan Shen scooped him up and threw
him. The child bumped into his grandparents' legs, stumbled, and fell to the
ground, bursting into tears.
The child's grandparents
immediately rushed over to argue, demanding, "Are you even human? He's
just a child, and you pushed him?"
Tan Shen calmly replied,
"Before you criticize others, take care of your own child's bad habits
first. If he hadn't poked my girlfriend with a bamboo stick, no one would have
bothered to teach him a lesson."
Chu Qianmiao was startled by the
words, but decided not to refute him in this situation.
The child's grandmother's voice
rose an octave. "Your girlfriend is already so old, how could she not
hide? My grandson is our treasure! I tell you, if he gets hurt, I'll make sure
you're not going to let him get away with it."
Tan Shen gave her a wicked smile.
"What a coincidence! Your grandson is your treasure, and my girlfriend is
my treasure too. Not only is your grandson old enough, but even if he were
younger, I'd still teach him a lesson if he dared to poke my girlfriend with a
stick."
His expression was fierce and
sinister, and the old woman was intimidated by him. She muttered curses like
"scum," "scumbag," and "a child with a conscience gone
bad." She dragged the child out the door. Once she was sure Tan Shen
hadn't caught up to them, she shouted into the room, "Be careful out
there, don't get hit by a car!"
Tan Shen pretended to charge
forward. In reality, he was just trying to scare the old woman. But Chu
Qianmiao held him back, saying, "At times like this, you don't need a
thousand words; two words are enough to make a comeback."
Tan Shen looked at Chu Qianmiao
deeply, and suddenly he burst into laughter, as if he had never been so happy
in his life.
Ren Yan finished his affairs in
Zhuhai and immediately booked a flight back to Shanghai. By the time he got off
the plane and rushed to the hotel, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening.
He should have flown directly to
Beijing; there was a company meeting the next afternoon, and he had to attend.
But he had been possessed by the
temptation to choose Shanghai as the first landing point on his flight. He felt
uneasy if he didn't just come for a visit.
Besides, today was a little
different, and he wanted to come.
After getting out of the taxi, he
stood outside the hotel. Shanghai's winter had a unique coldness, unlike the
winter in the south, which always penetrated deeply. He stood in the Shanghai
winter night, looking up, counting the hotel windows.
Tenth floor, second room. The
window was dark.
He straightened his gaze, walked
into the hotel, and checked in at the lobby counter. Afterward, he asked the
staff to call room 1002, explaining that the occupant was his colleague, and he
wanted to confirm if the room was empty.
Has she gone to bed and turned off
the lights, or is she away from the room, leaving the window dark?
Logically, she wouldn't have gone
to bed so early.
The staff quickly confirmed,
"Sir, your colleague may not be in the room. I called twice, but no one
answered."
Ren Yan thanked him and carried his
suitcase upstairs. After putting his luggage away, he took off his coat, washed
his face, shaved, and, after a moment's hesitation, combed his hair.
Then he went back downstairs.
To the right of the first-floor
lobby was an open-air cafe. He chose a booth with a view of the hotel entrance
and the entire lobby, sat down, ordered a cup of coffee, and sipped it slowly.
Everyone entering or leaving passed
through his field of vision. He sat there, seemingly nonchalant, yet he didn't
miss the person walking through the hotel entrance.
As he slowly finished half his
coffee, he saw two people walk in.
One was Chu Qianmiao, the other was
Tan Shen.
They sat close together, chatting
and laughing, like a perfect couple, as they walked towards the elevator.
As he placed his coffee cup back on
the table, he didn't apply enough force, and the coffee leaped out, nearly
splashing onto the cuffs of his white shirt.

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